Be Shtill My Beating Heart

Met At The Train Station
Not Your Clique Romance
She Illuminated The Room
Bright Green Hoodie & Purple Pants

After That It’s A Blur
Of How We Got So Close
But Of All The Friends I’ve Ever Had
I Think I Love Her The Most

I Was A Player
And She Couldn’t Be Played
And Tho I Was Never With Her
In My Heart’s Where She Stayed

She Made Me Believe
Believe In Myself
She Noticed So Many Cute Things
Like Me Losing Nothches Off My Belt

In A Daze On Her Chair
I Awoke To Her Crying
I’m Glad I was There
To Cheer Her Up , Well Trying

Distance Can’t Seperate
Of Make Us Less Distant
Because Whenever You Need Me
I’ll Be There In An Instant

It’s Mindboggling That I Love Her So Purely
I Could Never Do What I Do With Other Girls
In The Back Of Mc Sorleys

I Could Never Kiss Her In Case
It Messed Our Friendship Up
But Know I’d Travel Land & Space
Whenever You Need A Hug

Domestic

Domestic

911 What’s Your Emergency
The Call She Never Made
Rimmel London
Soft Beige Shade
In Attempts To Hide His Rage

She Draws On Eyebrows
Never Raised From Surprise
Believed Him When He Made His Vows
Continues To Believe His Lies

Fills In Lips That Never Move
For Fear Of Saying The Wrong Thing
Do It Right He Must Approve
Don’t? Imprint Of His Wedding Ring

Mascara Brings Out Her Eyes
Fills Them In With Pencil
But Mascara Fades
Just Like Her Belief
In Her Own Potential

911 What’s Your Emergency
The Call He Never Made
His Abuse Surely Not An Urgency
He Would Only Feel Ashamed

Cheeks Burn With Shame
As She Reaches Across Him
To Pick Up Her Weapon Of Choice
He Feels To Blame
When He Tells His Friends
Man Up Is Their Advice

No Number’s On The Bathroom Wall
Offering Shelter Or Solace
Less Embarrassing To Fake A Fall
Works His Fingers To The Bone
But Never Has His Wallet

Gender Does Not Define
How Much Abuse You Can Take
Domestic Abuse
There Is No Excuse
Get Yourself Safe

Little Green Icon

Little Green Icon Pops Up Beside Your Name
I Pray For Bubbled Writing To Appear
So I’d Know You Care Again
And Even Tho You’re Not , I’d Feel That You Were Near
But Until That’s Happens My Only Company Are My Tears

Uploaded Pictures Of The Face That Made Me Melt
Are The Closest I Can Be To You
I Hate This Feeling Being Felt
I Hate What You Do

How Can You Be Okay ?
When I Feel So Broken
Because Every Minute Of Every Day
In My Mind Your Name Is Spoken

Between Us Nothing Physical
I’m In Love With Your Soul
While Mine Is Rotting From The Inside
A Black & Empty Hole

We Were Each Other’s Rock
Sturdy Legs To A Table
The Fact We Don’t Even Talk
I’m … I’m Just Not Able

I Had To Hit That Button
You Had To Be Unfriended
Cos I Just Can’t See You
After Our Friendship You Ended

I Guess To You
I Just Didn’t Mean That Much
I Feel Like I Drew The Executioner
Without A Jury Or A Judge

Now I Have To Cut You Off
Because If I Keep Hanging On I’ll Surely Choke
Just Know I’ll Forever Cherish
Every Word We Ever Spoke
Little Green Icon Won’t Pop Up Again
Page Not Found Replaces Your Name
But Who Am I Kidding ?
If That Little Blip Noise Of You
Popped Up
I’ll Always Reply
Because I’ll Always Feel The Same

I’m

I’m the kind of person That gets excited when I see a light in someone’s eyes when they’re being Passionate about even the most trivial of things.

I’m the kind of person who would steal each star from the sky and place them in the hearts of those without light.

I’m the kind of person who suffers second-hand sadness when I see someone’s smile disappear

I’m the kind of person who finds other’s flaws and imperfections cute , and find it hard to truly admire my best traits.

I’m the kind of person who desperately wants to love , but love the wrong people because of my capacity to love

I’m the kind of person who worries and fears about how you see me once the mask falls away

I’m the kind of person who once I start to like you I’ll pretend I don’t , In hopes that you’ll like me first

I’m the kind of person that could love you immensely , but keeps that love in my heart for fear of rejection

I’m the kind of person who’s smile spreads from ear to ear when I think of you , then that smile dwindles when I remember you’re not mine

I’m the kind of person who can fill in the cracks in people’s souls with words, but can’t construct a sentence for myself

I’m the kind of person who is cripplingly in sync with every tugging emotion I feel.

I’m the kind of person that’s tired ,I haven’t given up , I never will but a holiday would be nice and your my first choice destination every time

Little Bug

Little Bug
From Her First To His Last
His Last Breath Slow , Her First One Fast
Firework Eyes , Brown But Not Sad

The Only To Hear Her Cries
Not Her Mom , But Her Dad

Nestled Tightly He Clings
Precious Tiny Little Bug
Tears Gently Rolling As He Sings
As He Gives Her Mother One Last Hug

56 Seasons Touch Their Lives & Pass
Little Bug Has Grown Up , So Beautiful , So Fast

Summer Smiles On Her
Sharing It’s Glow
Melting All Her Winters Away
While She Plays In The Snow

Many Try To Steal Her Attention
Beautiful Flowing Words Of Affection
Flowing Like Water Under A Lilly pad
But None As Compassionate As A Hug
From Her Dad

Laughter Through The Years
As He Earns Each Wrinkle
Wiping Away Little Bugs Tears
The Bond They Share Simple

Memories Burnt Etched
Into His Heart
But The Ones In his Head Start
Falling Apart

Faces Fade
As His Stone Hands
Began To Tremble

Little Bug Smiles
As She Holds His Hands
But Her Face He Cannot Resemble

Little Bug Chokes As She Says Through
The Tears
” You Are The One Who Gave Me
My Years ”

She Squeezes Him Tight
One Final Hug
As He Whispers One Last Time
” Now You Can Fly Little Bug ”

The Mask

The Mask
Stitched, Clings
To Blood Soaked
Skin

Falling Loose
Twitched
Black Smoke
Of Demons
Within

Banished
From Bliss
Empathize
My Empty

Broken Is
This
Sharp Killers
Tempt Me

Echo’s Of
Silence
Deafens
Screaming
Internal

Echo’s of Silence
Deafens
Screaming
Screaming Eternal

I Know

I’ve Never Held Her As She Fell Asleep
But I Know That I Will
I Know She’ll Help Me Fall Asleep
Better Than Any Pill

I Know Her Soul Is Hers
And Mine Is My Own
But Entertwined Like Brambled
Vines
Forever Nurtured Forever Grown

Although I Have Not Seen
Or Seen And Do Not Know
I Know What To Me She Means
And How Far For Her I’d Go

I’m Sorry For Mistakes I’ll Make
When It Feels Like I Don’t Understand
Just Know I’ll Take Every Breath
To Be The Best I Can

Your Dreams Become Mine
Your Goals I’ll Support
I’ll Never Leave You On Your Own
Never Have To Worry About Child Support

I Have Not Seen Her Flaws
The Things She Wants To Hide
I”ll Love Those Flaws All Because
It’s In Me She Can Confide

Once You Have Me
And I You
Our Love Becomes Apparent
Feelings Remain True

I Wait For Your Pressence
Your Beautiful Essence

You Work On You
I’ll Work On Me
Untill Our One’s
Become Two
And Our Souls Become Free

” You Did This, It’s Your Fault ”

” You Did This, It’s Your Fault ”

Self Justification For His Souless Crime
Left His Soul Blackened
She Was Pure , At Least That’s How She Felt
Before It Had All Happened

He Batters And Brusises Her Frame
Malicious Grins Of Sin
Unfathomed By His Shame
Embracing The Creature Within

Stolen From Herself
Her Cries Of Angst Fall On Deaf Ears
Another Prize On His Shelf
While She Realizes Her Nightmares Greatest
Fears

Power Flowing Through His Action
Explotitation Of Her Stature
His Defence She Caused The Attraction
That’s The Reason She Was Captured

An Absence Of Self Control
Means Screaming & Tearing
An Absence Of Self Control
Because Of What She Was Wearing

Empathy Needs Food
That’s Fed From A Soul
Now She Feels Like He Is
A Black & Empty Hole

Convinced By His Conviction
Persuaded By His Dominance
A Poisonous Affliction
Successfully Stole Her Confidence

She Lays Broken
In Pieces In Her Cage
Afraid To Have Her Ordeal Spoken
Afraid To Take The Stage

Her Silence Fuels His Violence
Allows Him Another
But If The Sirens Caught This Tyrant
You Could Save Somebody’s Daughter
Somebody’s Sister
Somebody’s Mother

Passions

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Passions

Your Lips Invite Mine
Pressed In Pure Passion
Fingers Intertwine
Bodies Flow & Sway in Synchronized Fashion

Gently Bite Your Bottom Lip
Run Your Fingers Through My Hair
Bodies Grind In Line Are Hips
A Spark Ignites , Fuelled By Delight
Transforms Into A Flare

Tantalizing Tongues
Exploring One Another
Body Temperature’s Rise
As Our Turn On’s We Discover

Lay You Down On Satin Sheets
Remove The Lace That Hugs Your Skin
Caress Your Body Endorphins Release
As I Slick My Tongue Within

Your Body Trembles
Reciprocates My Motion
Your Body’s Sweet Response Resembles
Something That Of An Ocean

Venturing As You Whimper
Ample Moans Of Pleasure
Your Body Gentlly Whispers
Fingers Apply Pressure

Allured By Your Gaze
I Retreat From My Position
As Your Body Slides On Top Of Me
In A Daze By This Transition

Mesmerised By Our Compatibility
We Stride Like One Single Being
A Magnificent…

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Paper Slaves

Paper Slaves

Oh little Piece of Paper

That Has Come To Control My Life

For Her I’d Walk Through The Equator

But I Need You To Make Her My Wife

I Was Born To This World

Free As Tree Or Flower

My Life Is Now Determined

By How Much I Make An Hour

My Father’s Father Farmed

Helped Neighbours When In Need

Now Our World Is Armed

A World Left Hungry Fuelled By Greed

I Was Born With A Dream

Achieving It Didn’t Seem Silly Or Funny

Now I’m Settling For Second Best

Because I Don’t Have Money

I Dream of Different Places

Italy, Germany , France

Experience Culture , Different Races

But I May Never Get That Chance

Filling 40 Hours A Week

To Justify Why I’m Here

Existence Feels Bleak

Counting Down The Years

Tests & Grading Irrelevant

For What I Aim To Be

Feels Like An Impressionist

While I’d Just Like To Be Free

People Denied Treatment

For Diseases That Crush And Devastate

Homelessness Becoming More Frequent

Without Even The Choice To Emigrate

If I Could Set The Level

For Everyone’s Standard Of Living

I’d Be Rid The Devil

A Gift That Keeps On Giving